my love life.....

today i'd lost.....really lost....love beats me and it really hurts....why can i be happier like any couples did?? how come i'm the one who gets hurt the most? i hate love.....i hate liking someone...cause when i did, i lose control of myself....i'm feeling too great....for once, i feel i'm really in love...but the next minute, the feelings gone....i'm afraid to make any commitment....i'm afraid to fall in love....i'm scared that i might hurt somebody....why can no one understands that? i prefer loneliness rather than seeing the person i loved hurts....i want to end this...i just don't know how....this is my last post...i prefer keeping things inside of me cause when i express it, i'll hurt someone more....today, i decide i couldn't take it any longer....i decide not to trust love anymore....i'll keep my words to you..every single of it....i'll try to do my best to make you happy....i'll do whatever it takes....cause i can't continue loving....and because i'm a person that always keep my words.....right this time, my love died...along with my blog....i'm just too tired to express my feelings but people keep judging it...so i stop before i get hurt even more....i'll quit arguing with you, i'll quit to find your mistakes, i'll quit judging....i'll quit telling....and lastly i quit from this love...we will always be together cause that is what we promised....you will always right and i will always wrong...i'll follow what you say cause i know you're only thinking for the best of us...i love you....NAFIS ALI.....

had a wonderful chat with boyfie today...miss him so much....muet

 next week...haven't study yet....final exam result?? marvelous....3.55...probably not the highest but enough to enter dean list....one of my dream achieved!! the feeling was so great....i finally can proved to my mom that i'm not making the wrong choices....and for once, 

i'm right! again...i couldn't describe my feelings....2 weeks more...i'm starting to miss everyone...'bapak', all my 'abgs'.....my largghh!! hohoho...couldn't wait....day by day i starting to reach my goals...it's hard, but i managed to....thanks everyone...without you guys giving stress and support, i will not be here....as what i am now....

get this extreme dizziness lately...probably just tired...i had a hard time cleaning the house....taking care of brother and sister plus one cousin who is only 2 months old....cooking and lots of stuff....but still i didn't lose any weight...i think....

chatting with my boyfie....he had new kittens.....meoww!! they are all so adorable.....have to touch them later....we were skype-ing and he showed me all his kittens.....miss my kittens...all four of them died after a tragic surgery....their feet were tied to each other forcing the so-called-surgeon to cut it....but then they just couldn't survived and died after a few days....then we listened to few cracking songs...'my girl' theme

 song was my fav....still thinking that lee jun ki should be the hero....well....my boyfie won at the end...he's still the greatest....miss you!! 

my second boyfie.....

i love you!!

how sweet.....

looking from a dirfferent view....

got interrupted by annoying brother....as early as 7!! gotta baby-sitting him at stadium today...aarghhh!! i hate crowded place...noisy, no privacy and the worst part is i know nobody...hate this...feels like starting over in a new damn school...you have to fit in, feels belong, try to be friendly, smile till your mouth cramp.....lonely....well..at least there's a lot of things to be seen....1st thing 1st, i saw a hottie today!! (guy ofcos)....unfortunate for me, he's younger and shorter....so cute man....(sorry my love, just kidding k)...looking at the kids running around on the track, jumping, marching....reminds me of old age....the school where I learn lots of things....many frens, lovely teachers, probably my fav school so far...recall....i found my first love here....n we still bestfrens till now....the 2nd greatest so far...he's nice just a little bit ego...rich, but money isn't everything...teachers...i had a lot of wonderful teachers here...who i never hate..unlike SMESH...no recall about my secondary school as there are no good memories at all....when i was little, i always dream of being teenager...couldn't even wait of growing up...but now, i wish i was still a small kid.,.no problems, people loved you cause you're cute....got scolded but no hard feelings cause you don't know anything....hahaha...human...never satisfied of anything....gosh! i'm so bored....even on9 is not that much fun anymore....everything just the same everyday....

track and field...my feet wasn't as strong as it was before...i quit running cause mom won't let me wear tights....so feet? no function...i gain weight since i quit...even my boyfie said i'm chubby...no!!!! i dislike all this fats...go away! i try to exercise but it doesn't work...so i minimize my meal....i rarely eat....i know it's not the best way but that's all i can do....sometimes in a day, i just didn't eat....losing appetite lately.....hope i lost weight...

now is ten in the morning...sitting alone typing....watching people..probably the best thing i could do..eat? no...i haven't....miss my boyfie so much...wish he is here,....where the hell is that doraemon when i need his 'pintu suka hati'??? i'll find that cat.....damn!! too many cute little kids....see? i like kids, but only watching them...taking care? that doesn't sound like me at all...currently sipping milo with my 4 year old brother...i trained him to queue by himself and i watched from a far.... he's four! can't be so dependent...next year is tadika year for him....as far i can remember, i can already read at 3...but he couldn't recognize many letters....i'm starting to get worried....i had taught him lots of things but kept playing around....i think mommy is being so soft to him....isn't like before at all...well....tired of typing,..wanna go sightseeing now....TTFN...^^

hiasan semata-mata.....

i love everyone....

my heart is full with tonnes of love today...really want to express it....hahaha....i miss my frens so much...3 weeks to go! yeah! well...good news, my boyfie is okay! he gave me such a relief when he call me just now...he'll be spending next three days at home which i know will be quite boring cause he can't move much...kahkahkah...pity him actually...well...been stalking people since morning and found out a lot of goood stuff to be talked about....and you know what? I MISS STUDY SO DAMN MUCH!! looking forward to the new fresh smell of new books....couldn't wait...i wonder if i can meet mt boyfie later with his condition right now....well...you never knew...typing to let you know...today is the World LOving Day!!

31/10/2010

well...there's good news and bad news today.....today is the birthday of my beloved brother...the best brother in whole wide world....my favourite older brother...same attitude n when u meet him, as if you meet my twin! i love him so much and believe me...i can sacrifice a lot of things for him...cause he always stood for me when i'm in trouble....he saved me from a lot of troubles and that makes me owe him....i couldn't even imagine life without him....i used to cry so much when he entered boarding school before...for five whole years....when he finished his SPM, i thought I already had him by my side forever, but it didn't happen the way i wish....matrix and maktab keep taking him away from me...then he told me someday i'll leave him later and he will be the one crying that moment....i laugh when he's around me cause yeah....he is a funny person literally....he made me laugh even if i didn't want to....i hate him when he did that...but still i love him....he is a becoming teacher, a handsome basketballer, a sweet boyfriend to his girlfren of course, a wonderful son and lastly the best brother in the whole universe!!

enough for the brother story...back to the bad news....i got into a fight with my boyfie.....which i really hate to do.....i love him so much...i want him to know that....but sometimes it's just i couldn't give total commitment to this relationship....he is being so nice to me and i'm the opposite way around...i get angry whenever i want...and he had always be so patient to me....why?? all this while i had been dreaming for this kind of boyfie, but WTF am i doing to him?? I LOVE HIM!! well...you see...my boyfie had been hit by a darn people....he hurt his leg...and couldn't even walk properly....and that happen because of me....i can't forgive myself for that...since the first time i met him, i gave nothing but trouble to him...how i wish i can replaced him now....how i wish i can take the whole pain away....how i wish i can share it though...how i wish i can be right by his side this moment...wipe his tears and pain away...tell him directly in ears how much i love him....hold his hand tightly...hug him to comfort him....i'm so sorry darl.....i can't...we're so far away and there's nothing i can do but cry...get well soon for me okay? i want to see you chasing me when i tease you later....i'll be back in few weeks and i want you to run okay? i'll made you promise me that....I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.....

Quotes of the Day:

There is no feeling more comforting and consoling than knowing you are right next to the one you love....

inila kaki my boyfie yg accident.....

my beloved brother.....he's 22 now...

things bout me you should know.....

1. i hate it when you reply k, ok, uhm, ye, oo, to any long msg that i sent....cause when u do, i'll do the same n we both get annoyed.....


2. i like to stalk my ex-boyfie...cause when i saw them unhappy, that was the greatest day of my life....


3. i woke up late in the morning...so don't bother to text me in the morning...well, i just want to save your credits of course....


4. when i say no, it's a BIG NO....when i talk, it's better to LISTEN than say anything....that's the best....


5. when i'm angry, just let me for 5-10 minutes....i'll text you back...i gets angry easily, but cool easily though...no worries.... 


6. i like to joke and make fun of other people...so when i do, give me your best laugh....


7. i like to hit you hard but i hate it when you hate me back and it's hard....be gentle....i'm a girl okay?


8. when i am thinking bout the future or my dream...never laugh bout it...support me okay? cause sumtimes you're in that dream too...so it is a serious matter....


9. i don't mind when you mention bout your old gf...so when i tell you bout mine, my intention is to make you jealous and to know how badly you love me.....


10. when, i say i love you so much, believe me cause that's what i really mean..


11. when i'm angry or sad, i'll be quiet when you call me...i don't like to talk when i'm sad cause my voice will be awful n i hate you to see the imperfection of mine....


12. it still okay for you to call me...but be ready with tonnes of lovely words cause i owez fall for that....


13. i have a long list...i'll tell you later...n i miss you....remember that....


Quotes of the Day:

I LOVE YOU AND YOU ONLY NAFIS ALI!!! (AISYAH,2010)

my fav pic of all!!

special for you......

Jika kamu memancing ikan.... Setelah ikan itu terlekat di mata kail, hendaklah kamu mengambil ikan itu.... Janganlah sesekali kamu LEPASKAN ia semula ke dalam air begitu saja.... Karena ia akan SAKIT oleh kerana bisanya ketajaman mata kailmu dan mungkin ia akan MENDERITA selagi ia masih hidup.

 Begitulah juga .........  Setelah kamu memberi banyak PENGHARAPAN kepada seseorang... Setelah ia mulai MENYAYANGIMU hendaklah kamu MENJAGA hatinya.... Janganlah sesekali kamu meninggalkannya begitu saja.... Kerana dia akan TERLUKA oleh kenangan bersamamu dan mungkin TIDAK dapat MELUPAKAN segalanya selagi dia mengingatmu....  

Jika kamu menadah air biarlah berpada, jangan terlalu mengharap pada takungannya dan janganlah menganggap ia begitu teguh.... cukuplah sekadar keperluanmu.... Apabila sekali ia retak.... tentu sukar untuk kamu menambalnya semula.... Akhirnya ia dibuang....  Sedangkan jika kamu cuba memperbaikinya mungkin ia masih dapat dipergunakan lagi....

 Begitu juga jika kamu memiliki seseorang, TERIMALAH seadanya.... Janganlah kamu terlalu mengaguminya dan janganlah kamu menganggapnya begitu istimewa.... Anggaplah dia manusia biasa. Apabila sekali dia melakukan KESILAPAN bukan mudah bagi kamu untuk menerimanya.... akhirnya kamu KECEWA dan meninggalkannya.  Sedangkan jika kamu MEMAAFKANNYA boleh jadi hubungan kamu akan TERUS hingga ke akhirnya....  

Jika kamu telah memiliki sepinggan nasi... yang kamu pasti baik untuk dirimu. Mengenyangkan. Berkhasiat. Mengapa kamu berlengah, cuba mencari makanan yang lain.. Terlalu ingin mengejar kelezatan. Kelak, nasi itu akan basi dan kamu tidak boleh memakannya. Kamu akan menyesal.  

Begitu juga jika kamu telah bertemu dengan seorang insan..... yang pasti membawa KEBAIKAN kepada dirimu. MENYAYANGIMU... MENGASIHIMU... Mengapa kamu berlengah, cuba MEMBANDINGKANNYA dengan yang lain. Terlalu mengejar kesempurnaan. Kelak, kamu akan KEHILANGANNYA apabila dia menjadi milik orang ain Kamu juga yang akan MENYESAL....

 i miss you damn much.....

fie's memorial......

well....i'm currently not sure bout my feelings right now....is this the life i'd been searching for? i need a sign....so that i know i'm taking the right path....i'm happy....but i'm not sure if people around me are.....i just don't know if my decision satisfied them.....i'm going to go back soon...not sure bout my friends' responses....did they forget? or they just the same as before....nvmind....just accept them the way they are....they did the same when i was the newcomer before.....how i wish fye was around....I miss u my largghh!! if u were here, things will never be the same....u were there to share my feelings...we're talking bad bout people we dislike....how i miss that moment....you have your own stories and i have mine....things were better back that time....you always support my decision...n i did the same.....until i made you go.....away from me...i always knew that was the dumbest mistake i'd ever done....but i was only thinking bout your future....how you are going to live your live after...not all the time i was there for you....i can't...sooner or later we will be apart....it's for your own good....and efah do blame me for that...i'm so sorry...i knew how she felt bout you leaving....but this is not bout ma and her..it's bout you....i love u so much n still missing you fie...i have ups and downs in my life now...if you're with me, you'll hate me too...just like they did....i hope i can see you soon...i'll try...


Quotes of the Day:

When you're through with life and all hope is lost, 

Hold out your hand cos friends will be friends.

miss you fie....

betul apa yg org ckp.....hidup ni mcm roda.....adakala kita kat atas....ada msa kita kt bwh....just few days ago, i feel like i am on the top of the world.....but all of a sudden news, i feel like it's the end of my life....i just don't see the reason to be happy with myself.....i believe him so much, but now i don't even know about myself.....i wish i can turn back the time where everything started...but that's merely impossible....what am I supposed to do??? OMG....i just don't know....everything just blur ahead of me....this is sucks....i want to go back..really need to go back...hate it!!! 

p/s: again...no quotes, no pics....

hate this feeling....

when I am talking or even expressing my feelings towards you, I am not expecting any soothing words from you...sometimes all I ever wanted are you listen to what I'm going to say and hug me...eventhough u're far away I can still feel the warmness of your tight hug...just listen will be enough.....cause when you're said a word or even a sentence without thinking, you're really hurting my feelings...cause I feel like you are not interested with my feelings at all....I'm not asking you to be angry or support me...but saying you'll be okay is fine....cause that's the most right sentence at the right time...i'm sorry for being someone with high demands but I'm a human....human with desires and expectations.....and God had given me feelings....as a woman who can be over-sensitive, overreacting and worst, high demands....i'd try to be the most perfect for you but sumtimes it just not enough...i love u and hope u understand what am I trying to say here....

p/s: no quotes, no pics....not in da good mood...

it is all about quotations......

Girls are like apples...the best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree...”

Practice makes a man perfect… – But nobody’s perfect…… So why practice?

Money is not everything. – There’s MasterCard & Visa.

One should love animals. – They are so tasty.

Save water. – Shower with your girl friend.

Love thy neighbour. – But don’t get caught.

Behind every successful man, there is a woman – And behind every unsuccessful man, there are two.

Every man should marry. – After all, happiness is not the only thing in life.

The wise never marry – And when they marry they become otherwise.

Success is a relative term. – It brings so many relatives.

Never put off the work till tomorrow what you can put off today.

Love is photogenic – It needs darkness to develop

Children in backseats cause accidents – Accidents in backseats cause children

“Your future depends on your dreams” – So go to sleep

There should be a better way to start a day – Than waking up every morning

“Hard work never killed anybody” – But why take the risk !

“Work fascinates me” – I can look at it for hours!

God made relatives; – Thank God we can choose our friends.

When two’s company, – three’s the result!

The more you learn, the more you know,
The more you know, the more you forget
The more you forget, the less you know – So… Why learn.

A bus station is where a bus stops.
A train station is where train stops.
On my desk, I have a work station…. What more can I say……..

nice one bird....suddeny feel lucky there're no snow here....

i wonder how many times single men change their socks....

never think of it...

25 mnutes late and it is free!!

i never pray for this my dearest frens....

aargghh!!!

i was typing for a LOOONGGG blog post just now and suddenly my google said; "your google chrome stopped working"...AAARGGGHHHH!!!! i was so pissed off cause i was only browsing for some pictures just now...and all i'd typed was gone....nevermind..i atill have the pictures though...enjoy my love...TTFN...^^

this is for you....to go on with ur life....

honestly, i'd once wish for this....

i'm not good in reading mind....so dis is one of my wish too...

did the world ever said that??

love this one....what i really feel inside...

the one who quote this really good...don't you think?

mmmmmmmmmm,,,,,,,,,,,

arini adik aku blik...mngejut..die sruh aku plan bju die nk pkai for a function....function biase r kt skolah...aku mmg x pndai sgt fashion2 ni....da last tym aku rse aku brjye sgt ngan function ni mse aku form 5...fav aku n aku amik gmbr byk2 mlm 2....aku still smpan g gmbr 2 sbb byk kte aku cntik...(bngge jap)..hahaha...so adik aku blik dn bwk mslh bru kt aku...dia sruh aku cri bju utk die pkai....come on..aku dh slmtkn die dri fashion disaster thun lpas...xkan thun ni gak?? nsib bek adik....mmndgkn aku suke gle wrne htam putih n tema mlm 2 plak elegan...aku bg adik aku bju NICOLE yg aku bli mse rye dlu...aku pn blum smpt g pkai bju 2....die dh rsmi dlu....so misi aku cme crikan t shirt hitam n skirt wrne putih.....mslahnya adik aku ni BERISI sket...ssh nk cri bju die..xpela...cbaran aku pd mse cuti ni...xpela...td aku pg mkn luar ngan famili....best sbb dh lme sgt aku ngidam nk mkn nsi pattaya...rndu nsi pattaya kt melaka....rndu nk mlantak ngak kgkwan....xpe2..tnggu aku blik t aku mkn puas2....hahaha....bknnye bf aku mrh pn klau aku gmok....dia syg aku wlaupn aku gmok....klau die x syg aku, mmg nk kne sgt la penendang jarak jauh...hahaha...^^adik aku yg kcik dmam lak arini...mse ngah melantak nsi pattaya ngan penuh nafsu td, adik aku muntah...so...secara teknikalnye aku hlang selera...n aku bgkus nsi pattaya yg x hbis 2 n jdla rzeki kcing aku yg gmok gdabak 2.....brtmbhla kgmokan die....blum tmbah mlas g...nsib bek dh tua....boleh gak aku maafkn....aku dgr skg kt melaka ade MELAKA MAJU...cmne la agknye rupe melaka 2 skg ea....rndu lak..pasni aku nk jlajah 1 smnanjung...klau rzeki mrah n mmpi aku jd realiti....( x hbis2 ngan mmpi 10,000)....xpela....mmpi 2 prlu....klau x kite bosan plak...xtau nk wat pe mse tdo....okla....aku dh hbis sgt mlalut..nk tdo la plak....bye....TTFN^^....

Quotes of the Day:

Sleep 'til you're hungry, eat 'til you're sleepy.  ~Author Unknown

P/S: arini mlas nk ltak gmbr sbb ngantok sgt...hehe...

morning!! well...afternoon exactly....arini aku x tau nk ckp pe....so aku nk cter psal realiti show yg ade dlm dnia ni....hehehe...mlm smlm aku tgk TOP CHEF....favourite aku!! tp calon pmnang yg aku minat gle b*** dh kuar...smlm....x gne tol...x dpt la aku tgk die g lpas ni......dh la ensem...pndai msak lak....rugi doe....pas2 aku tgk THE BIGGEST LOSER....ni pn fav aku....aku pn xtau npe aku suke tgk dorg2 ni...dorg ngis,aku ngis...dorg glak, aku glak....dorg tpuk tgn, aku pn ikut gak...nk kte aku ni gmok,xdela....bru 52kg kot....xdela brat sgt...cter ni bg inspirasi kt aku kot.....utk kuruskn bdan?? xla....utk jd lbih kuat ats muke bmi ni....aku suke cbaran...cume aku x brp pndai sgt mghdapi dugaan....tp aku brsyukur sbb msih ade org yg syg aku dlm dnia ni...yg akan sokong aku x kire cmne bsar kslahan aku wat...yg akn trima dri aku seadanya... yg mahukan aku jd dri aku brbnding menjadi sorg yg smpurna....time kasih famili, mak bpak aku, kwn2 aku, bf aku, lcturer2, guru2...thanx....korg byk tlg aku bljr pe yg ade dlm dnia ni....dn prlahan2 aku yg jhat ni brubah la jd bek....x sume org blh brubah drastik kn....mcm Rome gak...it is not built in one day...cmtu gak aku.....aku x hrap org bleh ikut jejak aku ni....tp aku hrap org blh trima dri dorg seadanya dn brsyukur dgn pa yg dorg ade....jauh benau dh aku mlalut ni....okla.....brbalik kpd cter realiti show aku...ag 1 yg aku mnat....SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE.....aku mnat mnari....aku prnh bljr mnari snyap2 dlu.....tp mak dpt tau n die hlang aku...mse 2 aku mmg bngang sbb 2 bnde yg aku sgt mnat...tp pastu aku tau mak fkir ttg mse dpan aku n pe org ckp kn....mak aku ustzah, xkn la ank die mnari trkinja2 mcm bruk ats pntas....so aku just tgk org mnari skg....lpas gak la gian aku jap....kdg2 mse mak xde aku mnari la sorg2....yg pnting xde org nmpk.....ok2...dh jam 2...aku nk g mndi....TTFN....^^

Quotes of the day:

Life is either a daring adventure or nothing.
Helen Keller

ni Sam....ensem x??

fav!!!

remind me of the past.....

20102010......

ari ni 20.10.2010.....mmndangkn sume org ngah kecoh psal bnde ni...aku pn nk ikut kecoh gak la...aku xde pndirian?? tlg sikit....ni xde kne mngene ngan pndrian lgsg k? aku tgh dgr lagu romance-ku ingin kamu.....suddenly tringat ngan ex aku kt trngganu 2....npe die ex aku? sbb die crang ngan aku....die tpu aku...secara teknikalnya aku pn tipu dia....aku playgirl tp aku syg sume bf2 aku....hahahaha....korg nk mnyampah ngan aku? lntak korang la....hdup aku, aku pnye suke.....brbalik kpd ex aku yg sorg ni...nme die wan mohd najmi....good looking, tua stahun dri aku...cume die pndek....so mmg bkn jodoh aku kot...die dh prnh tgglkn aku skali....tp aku cri die blik.....skg die tgglkn aku g....aku rse aku g kiut kot dr awek die....hehehehe...xpela....rzeki die kite doakn je....jujurnya aku mmg skit aty...tp aku x sdih lme2...sbb aku ade org len yg bleh gmbirekan aku....sum1 yg g bek....n aku syg die....sgt2...utk tnjukkan aku mmg super duper serius...dua rius....3 rius....aku jmpe famili die...aku tbalkn tlinga dgr mak dia mmbebel tp aku ttp suka famili die....n da best thing aku bleh dtg umah die g...klau mak org len aku dh kne halau kot...yela..ktorg due kn mude ag...die pn bru tua stahun dr aku....tp aku x pduli...yg pnting aku hepi....skg aku tgh mkn megi...bkn sbb aku mlas msak...cume aku dh lme than nk mkn megi ni....sdap ooo...megi kari+telur+bwg goreng scukup rse....meleleh air liur aku...smntara megi aku msih pnas....bgus aku mkn....TTFN^^.....


Quotes of the Day:

when baking, follow directions....when cooking, go by your own taste....

RM 10,000.............$$

last night i'd dreamt bout winning RM 10,000....hahahhaha....when i woke up i still believe that i am getting the 10 grand and start thinking bout what i want to buy....and this is my plan:
 1) divide the money ( rm 5000 to spend, rm5000 to save)
 2) buy a new handphone ( in mind, E71)
 3) buy clothes for mommy, daddy and whole family ( and also for myself)
 4) buy a new laptop (widescreen plus the accessories)
 5) a new plasma TV 
 6) still thinking....
i'm thinking bout selling my old notebook....so i have an extra money somehow....for daily purposes maybe...can you imagine that having all this plan is like I already have that ten grand in my hand?? At least I have something to dream about rather than just nightmares...eventhough it is quite impossible....not impossible...but just quite...who knows what might happen in da future right? well...i want my dream to be the same tonight...maybe the gifts had already doubled? gotta go to sleep....TTFN...^^


Quotes of the Day:

money is like the sixth sense, and you can't make use of the other five without it....

love widescreen so much...<3 <3

my father always want it...but we can't afford....

nokia E71..remind me of qisti

rain rain go away...come again another day....

ari ni nk tlis dlm BM la plak....kang x psal2 org ckp aku ni ngader2 lak ngan english aku...hahhahahahahah....skg aku kt umah...tgh ujan lbat kt luar...ish...bru nk kuar g bli topup...xpela...topup can wait...hehehehe....currently waiting for my water to boil...x sggup rsenye nk mndi air sejuk....hehehe....aku sbnrnye nk msak...tp yg ade cume ikan....aku ingt nk msak ikan msk sntan...tp x ingt plak cmner....ish.....ssh tol short-term memory ni....nk cri rsepi dlm tenet plak kompleks sgt....mcm2 sruh ltak....cmner la khidupan bjang ni...serba-serbi x ckup....ayat aku x bleh blah...sinus aku plak dh dtg blik....x hnti2 bersin dri td....adoi....brhentila!!! skit hdung aku dr td asyik bersin je....x than tol....tgh dgr lgu stacy-jahat skg....serius aku x minat lgu ni...tp mse aku tgk die mnari, perggh....sumpah minat doe...aku suke tgk org mnari....ske tgk org msak...realiti show yg nyanyi2 ni aku x minat.....dlu bleh la....af1-8....eeee....dh lapuk la...ble la dorg nk hntikn bnde 2....xde mse dpan pn....malu je adela....masak g bgs....alamak..tringt lak psal ikan yg nk dmasak...sbar ea ikan...aku dtg ni....okla...TTFN...^^

ikan masak lemak yg aku nk msak...hehehe..^^

Quotes of the day:

cooking is like making love, you do it well, or you do not do it at all.