fie's memorial......

well....i'm currently not sure bout my feelings right now....is this the life i'd been searching for? i need a sign....so that i know i'm taking the right path....i'm happy....but i'm not sure if people around me are.....i just don't know if my decision satisfied them.....i'm going to go back soon...not sure bout my friends' responses....did they forget? or they just the same as before....nvmind....just accept them the way they are....they did the same when i was the newcomer before.....how i wish fye was around....I miss u my largghh!! if u were here, things will never be the same....u were there to share my feelings...we're talking bad bout people we dislike....how i miss that moment....you have your own stories and i have mine....things were better back that time....you always support my decision...n i did the same.....until i made you go.....away from me...i always knew that was the dumbest mistake i'd ever done....but i was only thinking bout your future....how you are going to live your live after...not all the time i was there for you....i can't...sooner or later we will be apart....it's for your own good....and efah do blame me for that...i'm so sorry...i knew how she felt bout you leaving....but this is not bout ma and her..it's bout you....i love u so much n still missing you fie...i have ups and downs in my life now...if you're with me, you'll hate me too...just like they did....i hope i can see you soon...i'll try...


Quotes of the Day:

When you're through with life and all hope is lost, 

Hold out your hand cos friends will be friends.

miss you fie....