today i'd lost.....really lost....love beats me and it really hurts....why can i be happier like any couples did?? how come i'm the one who gets hurt the most? i hate love.....i hate liking someone...cause when i did, i lose control of myself....i'm feeling too great....for once, i feel i'm really in love...but the next minute, the feelings gone....i'm afraid to make any commitment....i'm afraid to fall in love....i'm scared that i might hurt somebody....why can no one understands that? i prefer loneliness rather than seeing the person i loved hurts....i want to end this...i just don't know how....this is my last post...i prefer keeping things inside of me cause when i express it, i'll hurt someone more....today, i decide i couldn't take it any longer....i decide not to trust love anymore....i'll keep my words to you..every single of it....i'll try to do my best to make you happy....i'll do whatever it takes....cause i can't continue loving....and because i'm a person that always keep my words.....right this time, my love died...along with my blog....i'm just too tired to express my feelings but people keep judging it...so i stop before i get hurt even more....i'll quit arguing with you, i'll quit to find your mistakes, i'll quit judging....i'll quit telling....and lastly i quit from this love...we will always be together cause that is what we promised....you will always right and i will always wrong...i'll follow what you say cause i know you're only thinking for the best of us...i love you....NAFIS ALI.....
Posts
0 comments:
Post a Comment